Wednesday, December 08, 2004

All-nighter Looonacy

Yeah I know it's really Lunacy. Anyways.

I have a differential equations final tommorow morning at 8Am and i'm *such* a happy camper about it.

Actually, I'm really calm and methodical about studying this *exciting* stuff. <--If I keep telling myself these happy! , positive + , thoughts ^ , then I should convince myself into believing my own lies (thumbs-down).

You know, typing is somewhat soothing to me. The comforting methodical taping of the keys. Tap tap tappity tap tap tap.

A very familiar sound.
Like I was supposed just tap tap all day long.


Hmm
Funny funny.


I enjoy being a martyr.

Music is inspiration.
Why…why do you always kick me when I’m high?

My point,
I WILL survive this damn instability.

It's not the end. I'm Brandy. I'm Brillant!

I sound like.."But I'm a cheerleader, DAMNIT!"

Happiness is a butterfly that if chased it will elude you, but if you lay still it may alight upon you.
~Nathanial Hawthrone..but not an exact quote.

I will not let this fear of lost bring me down.....

more later.

The internet and all of its' wonders shall keep me warm company tonight as I pull this loony all-nighter.

Adderall and caffiene=fabulous focus

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