Thursday, December 09, 2004

Hope, faith, and love

But the greatest of these is love.

There is a God, and he loves me. He loves everyone because we are all Gods' creatures. You just have to have a little bite of faith.

The impossible just takes a little longer-Dudley Herschbach

The stars above are shinning down....*smiles*.

Amen.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

High Lord of Depravity Falls to Earth

High Lord of Depravity Falls to Earth

All-nighter Looonacy

Yeah I know it's really Lunacy. Anyways.

I have a differential equations final tommorow morning at 8Am and i'm *such* a happy camper about it.

Actually, I'm really calm and methodical about studying this *exciting* stuff. <--If I keep telling myself these happy! , positive + , thoughts ^ , then I should convince myself into believing my own lies (thumbs-down).

You know, typing is somewhat soothing to me. The comforting methodical taping of the keys. Tap tap tappity tap tap tap.

A very familiar sound.
Like I was supposed just tap tap all day long.


Hmm
Funny funny.


I enjoy being a martyr.

Music is inspiration.
Why…why do you always kick me when I’m high?

My point,
I WILL survive this damn instability.

It's not the end. I'm Brandy. I'm Brillant!

I sound like.."But I'm a cheerleader, DAMNIT!"

Happiness is a butterfly that if chased it will elude you, but if you lay still it may alight upon you.
~Nathanial Hawthrone..but not an exact quote.

I will not let this fear of lost bring me down.....

more later.

The internet and all of its' wonders shall keep me warm company tonight as I pull this loony all-nighter.

Adderall and caffiene=fabulous focus

Saturday, November 27, 2004

I’ m nice and tired from studying. And I told my mother I would be taking a break.

“A BREAK?!”, she cries, as if the world is coming to an shortly. “What do you think you’ll be able to take breaks when the sick and infirm come after you asking for help? What kind of doctor do you think you are anyway?”

I love the holidays. Don’t you?

And so, more studying awaits. First final Dec 1, 3 days away ( Chem Lab). BME Cardic Test..Monday the 29th. Two days. …eck! I’m already sweating. …

More coffee please.

Friday, November 26, 2004

Frustration

Excitement. My family only brings excitement letmetellyou. Phew. Kinda *Happy* with how Thanksgiving went....And, kind not.

Bonus fact: Cold water deflects sound waves. True or False?

Guess you can't believe everything you in movies.

So as a diversion from Exam (final exams are looming in 15 days) and Family Funtime stress, I've made a small project of this very website. It's a nice stress reliever, even though my voice may get lost in the vacuum of space.

I never knew how are it would be to actaully write a blog until I tried. And then, made a fun project out of modifying it to be "my own" template. Something I created and could be proud of.

How is it going? Not well. 2 hours later and I decided to scrap all the changes I was trying to make. I should be ashamed. I'm an engineer! Shouldn't I have been taught all kinds of fun computer stuff? Computer Modeling? Yes!

But, apparently CompLang was just not that important in my curricula.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

La di da

Please allow me to introduce myself

I'm a girl of ambition(accust ambition how dearly I have bought you).
Charm.....some grace, and I'm

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
But what’s puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

I'm an athlete girlie-girl who is distracted by the shinny glittery objects.

I love it when my world narrows down to a single field which I throw my javelin on.
Javelin requires equal parts technique and power.
I attend the Harvard of the South.

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name.

When you see me I may have my hair in curls while in sweatpants or make-up and ribbons.
When I got to take a test I always have makeup on and my hair well-done. It;s become my own form of 'warpaint'.

So if you meet me
Have some courtesy
Have some sympathy, and some taste
Use all your well-learned politesse